I'M GONE
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I do not, you understand, I'm no longer here -
Doors slam, all windows in the house opened,
On the streets around the room a ghostly light,
Things old abandoned or forgotten.
All of you do not believe? You open my wardrobe, look -
Anyone that dresses on hangers hanging heap.
It is empty, spiders settled in,
Naplel web as it wanted.
The floorboards creak, shadows huddle in the corners,
Everyone is wrong here, everything is now different,
Arrows frozen in our vintage watches,
Only the wind blows in our house.
You're in it alone, you walk like a blind man,
On bumping into corners, on the chairs in the living room,
Endless debates're with silence,
All guess I'm guilty or innocent.
What are you so easily let me go?
Well I kept silent and did not hold my hand?
What if the door was opened to me so easily?
The threshold has passed, why not call back?
Steps
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Left alone at night in an empty apartment,
Thy beloved, listen to the steps
One ... two ... you came up to the window ... three ... four ...
How many among us stuff
Reproaches meaningless empty
Shadows innuendo and insults
There was a rose, scattered, frozen,
Damaging the interior last appearance.
Step two ... ... you accidentally stumbled again,
And arrows in our sundial
Abort run and frozen sad,
A "yes" and "no" swung in the balance.
... Three ... again step four ... that's corner
How many of you went around corners -
Silent someone put up scarecrows
From vulgar, stupid and colorless words.
... Step ... two ... Everything! Enough! Stop! Enough!
You long ago in my apartment, no!
But why is it so unbearably painful
Again we hear the one who killed us the answer ...
Author Eleni Kerr
Dream
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It has long been ... recently dusk ...
You were not ... was when my ...
I did not want ... I want timidly
Do not be ... stay with you for days ...
And you were ... you were not, perhaps,
I agree ... do not agree on anything ...
I loved ... loved you so badly,
What did not come ... I come anyhow ...
I did not want to touch you ... want ...
You do not give yourself a hug ... I gave ...
I am at this moment opened my eyes ... awake ...
And I continue to dream about you ...
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